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Hiya...or should I say, HI-YA!

I mean...we did kind of hang out with Bruce Lee last night. He lives eternally at our eerily coincidental old school pool hall hangout, Captain Snookers, in Mississauga. I kid you not (he's there both in person AND via kickass caricature on the wall!).

Last weekend simply cannot be summed via word for word blog entry (nor pictures, as none were taken), but thankfully it was firmly engrained into my pulpy brain film...and...well...was sheer unforgettable bliss <3

We enjoyed electro awesomeness!

here ---> The Social

Refused to sleep, dolled up and strolled over to eat on the Titanic. Verifying front row and center, that the band went down playing.

here ---> Palais Royale

And as always, ended up in tomfoolery...

here ---> High Park

Fun, food, and nature...with you <3

I thought I was dreaming (insobriety aside...hehe) the whole time.

This weekend we've been easing back into the real world. My least favourite place to be...well it used to be...until we met...

Things have changed...and how.

*smiles*

<3

:) + :( = :/

I don't even know where to start...

These are just a random spattering of some very personal topics that have been on my mind lately:

- my new job is such a blessing
- I refuse to make any more big mistakes in life
- my immediate family is seriously tragic (I cry about this a lot)
- money is an ongoing battle...but one I'm confident will eventually be won
- assuming a new identity is not an option, but the amount of collectors on my ass is BAD...scary actually...
- my health is improving and getting better every month (I think)
- I'm so madly in love...*blush*
- I can't afford a divorce, but would like one very much
- if I don't take it one day at a time I'll be committed (seriously)...but if I don't plan ahead I'm screwed...
- I have a cluttered life that's going to be organized no matter what it takes
- I'm done with putting every one ahead of myself
- Our soon-to-be new apartment is going to be so, SO amazing in every way
- there's no reason for my dreams not to become realities
- I'm not alone anymore <3
- the tumor-y growth thing in my lower region has been growing...and is not a good luck charm that cannot be removed, heh
- I'm a stronger soul then I ever could, or would have imagined
- pretty sure that I'm in the home stretch of one of the worst transitional periods of my entire life
- I love life more then life

There's more...much more...but that's enough for now :P

This list is by no means an accurate (or current) profile of *ever* changing me...I just haven't had the time, space, or means to journal much lately...

It's more then o.k.

All of a sudden I started having a pretty deepening "This too shall pass" moment...not fun...but I am human after all.

Or is the verdict still out on that one? lol :P

Logically (and thankfully), it was easily diverted.

I kind of have an equal amount of excitement/anxiousness/uncertainty about life right now...

Things are going almost too good...I can see and feel my goals and dreams slowly meshing with reality lately...it's unreal.

There have always been a lot of 'never'(s) in my life. I'm no stranger to serious negativity (from myself, my partner, my family, + ).

Maybe I'm just not entirely used to this awesomeness I now call life...I've always felt that I could never truly strive without an almost 100% positive environment...wow, I really am a hippie...

The fact that I'm STILL in a bit of limbo...a lot actually...
*lowers the limbo stick*
bleh...I just have too much time on my hands to worry. Damn me and my womantastically worrying ways!

The moral of the story is that...well...I dunno...moral schmoral. I let the Animaniac's and their turning wheel decide mine ;)

One of those 'never'(s) I used to have...was that I'd never have *this*...

But I do <3

*<\worry>*

XY

Today I realized that I like to play with boys, and sleep with men...

However, I only use the plural versions of those nouns to appease the grammar police :P

So I guess what I really realized, is that all that & MORE, exists...coexists actually...right under my roof!!!

I'm wearing his sweater as we speak ;)

UNF <3

Note to Self: Get more photographic evidence of his handsomeness to disprove potential disbelievers *. *(...of your awesomeness :P x0x0x )

And a good day to you too.

I really wasn't expecting today to be a day off...but it is now...so I'm going to use it to the best of my abilities!

We somehow managed to wake each other up and out of slumps through tidying this morning... <3

It's impressive to see what can happen when everything is organized efficiently. We're well on our way in that department cutie, you haven't seen anything yet, muahahahah ;)

August is taking it's sweet time to get here...I'm trying to be patient, but it's hard. It'll be so much easier to accomplish many of my awaiting goals once it arrives!

Not that July hasn't had it's share of uber super goodness (this past weekend was literally unbelievable sinfully delicious sex 24/7 *drools*), and I know there's more to come.

A cleaning I shall go...



LOL

Spy vs. Spy

I really shouldn't read your personal stuff secretly (amongst others)...so from now on I'm not going to...

It only enables parts of my brain that starts asking many questions that shouldn't be thought of, let alone asked...I'm already waaay too analytical :P

It's not that I don't trust you...I do trust you actually, very much <3

I'm just used to having my stuff read (a Sys. Admin. in my past probably doesn't help there) secretly, and I really wanted to be on the other side too.

Now that I've been there, I've hopped back to the other side permanently!

Too much time and not enough living...Time to scratch that, and reverse it quicker then my favourite jungle rewind.

GOAL!

So long as we motivate each other in the right ways, the goals we set seem to line up and score each and every time.

There are quite few on the horizon, and since I'm still a little blown away with what we've accomplished so far (in a short time, with mainly minimal effort)...I can only imagine what's to come from the results of our never ending dreams and wishes <3

I can also only imagine how many more times we're going to fall in love in the process...*blush*