Cheers

Really glad that I got to leave work early today, and now don't have to return for another 3 days.

I know I need time to sit, reflect, and work...on ME!

Things are going quite well in my life, and I'm generally happy now, but I still have so incredibly far to go so that I can get where I want to be...

Pretty excited to not be crying my eyes out and sleeping through New Years this year (like last year), but I kind of wish we could have been able to set up an alternative to what we have planned, since I'm not crazy keen on doing the
'19+ raver thing', heh :P

Ever since a few recent events I've been kinda crushed personally on certain levels...but it's all c'est la vie sorta stuff I guess, so I really should, and will, move on.

Albeit slightly muted...for now.

Love always,

Mutt
<3

I.O.U.

-words here-

Soon!

<3
me

Flux Capacitating

I've never been particular to living in the past...Buddhist scripture I read years ago just seemed so right about how easily negativity can reemerge from this very act.

I now have such vivid pictures etched into my head about the future (which I always wanted, but wasn't able to procure previously), that I couldn't look back if I tried!

My nick 'buttahflye' truly came to fruition this year though...and it felt great shedding those thick layers cocooning me from being able to stretch these wings :P

I'm so incredibly in love with life and everything it encompasses again <3
T'was *not* a good time when this wasn't the case, but I wouldn't be who I am without the help of both good and bad...er...evil, sexy, fun...and a whole whack of other choice adjectives too I suppose, heh.

As wondrous as the simple things in life that catch my eyes/ears/nose/mouth are...I marvel over the true motivating factor spinning the constant electronic beat that is my heart...you.

*melts*

We might not have much in the way of financial assistance towards this ever approaching holiday season...but we'll have every other day of years to come...AND
...an awesome randomly selected anniversary date to plan for celebrating year WON!

Don't Stop Believing (remix Sunday) - Sharon's Journey

*best read karaoke style (therefore sung) to the original track riffs*
**air guitar optional, but highly recommended**
***http://www.myspace.com/journey (play track #2!)***

Just a suburb girl
Livin' in a lonely park world
She took the midnight (subway) train
Goin' anywhere
Just a beaches boy
Born and raised in Scarborough
He took the midnight (subway) train
Goin' anywhere

A dj in a sweaty room
The smell of beer and cheap Axe perfume
For a song they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers smoking
Up and down the alleyway
Their shadows dancing
In the nights
Streetlights, hipsters
Livin' just to find irony
Drinkin', somewhere in the night

Workin' hard to pay my bills
Everybody needs some thrills
Doin' anything to keep my job
Just one more week
Some will rock
Some will suck
Some we’ll just concede to luck
Oh, this movie (life of ours) never ends <3
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers smoking
Up and down the alleyway
Their shadows dancing
In the night
Streetlights, hipsters
Livin' just to find irony
Drinkin', somewhere in the night

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlights, hipsters
Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlights, hipsters

The SG Annual Report - 2007

This years annual report shall be released prior to the actual year end for all intensive purposes.
It is no indication of where SG will go in the coming year, nor is it a true indication of where SG has been this year. It simply highlights, and low lights a few past events (of major significance) that took place in the past 11 1/2 months of SG.

Q1:

2007 started with a surprise separation in which SG became a solo entity for the first time in close to a decade. SG entered back into the market as a highly sought after commodity.

Alas, attempt at new partnership did not weigh out evenly, and SG struck its first losses due to one way satisfaction.

Q2:

A necessary location change was made which put SG closer into the city. This move allowed further growth, but also hindered total funds, as the cost to maintain daily necessities was now much higher than SG earnings.
A close ally (KG) came forward with a proposition that SG could not turn down.
Meetings ensued allowing KG and SG the properties imperative to a now inevitable company merge.

Q3:

As tumultuous as the market was directly surrounding KG & SG, this quarter saw tremendous growth from within (KG enacted slight downsizing, but this was mandated prior to merging, and completed successfully under partnership surveillance from SG). The two companies now forged ahead into the final quarter stronger then ever before singularly.

Q4:

SG achieved new funding bringing the company above red line status in the nick of time prior to year end.
KG also made solid goals, and has already shown a rapid stream of accomplishments that will align and subsidize all future company endeavours.

In conclusion, 2008 promises to be another year of astronomical change and growth.
The solidified base that KG & SG now have exiting Q4 2007 in the form of 'KEGGES' vows to be one of magnificent proportion, and is likely to never be seen in the market ever again.

Sissy Admin

Ahhh MAN!

So, apparently my new laptop is METAL as all hell...

I *finally* take it home for the first time, turn it on, try to check my email, and...

NOTHING

...stupid wireless crapability...mumble, grumble, argh, blargh...











You just wait...wall of fire...just wait.

WORK IT!

Not trying to come down on myself or anything, but this 'Dear Diary' thing just doesn't come naturally to me :P

It's only been about a year and a half since I started journaling anything at all...to which I owe *you* greatly ;)

So yah...bare with me if my thoughts get little jumbled or happen to be neglected entirely on certain days...
Coupled with the fact that I could now work an almost 10 hour shift straight through, never once thinking a single thought about myself since I'm so entirely immersed in helping others...well...you get the idea.

Speaking of work, which I'm pretty sure that's why I started this entry in the first place prior to the rant-tastic intro above, heh.

I love it.

It's not easy (love). I get to learn completely unrelated new things every day (love). I have the power and resources to help people to do exactly what they want and need in life (love). I have an amazing team behind me that lavishes success (love). I now have my own laptop again (love).

<3

Oh man...I could keep going!

Not sure what it is...but when I'm happy (and truly so) everyone directly around me seems to benefit, in some way shape or form, tremendously.
...but I'm only ever truly happy when the people around me are happy...

So am I in the pursuit of happiness, or is it pursuing me?!?!?

lol

She'll be coming 'round the mountain...

I really have no where to go but up from here...

and,

well...

Who amongst us doesn't enjoy a good high?

The word 'high' itself, has been, and always will be, one of my absolute favourite words...in every single sense no less :)

And guess what cutie?

It never occurred to me that I needed a partner to climb those treacherous mountains I attempted in the past.
Come to think of it...
The last person that I thought was spotting me through the difficult turns...WAS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!!!

I'm ready now though.

Lift me up
Take me higher
Lift me up to a higher love

<3

Are We There Yet?

You obviously couldn't sleep since I awoke from a nightmare just before 7am to an empty bed...and snoring couch :\
I hope you get an above average settlement from the tooth fairy for having to put up with that wise old bitch in the back of your mouth!

Never thought that there'd be a weekend day off that I couldn't wait to end, but yesterday sure proved that wrong...
Good fucking riddance to you suicidal Saturday :P

I see the light (now)...and unlike that tunnel vision of many before me...mines coming from the window perch in the form of precipitated crystalline water frozen into ice particles...

aka

SNOW!