Didn't accomplish exactly what I hoped to last night...but I'm not worried since I know I can get everything up to date tonight.
Things really do always work out for us, huh.
Poor 'Kismet', alas...
R.I.P
We'll honour thy midnight sky beauty rightfully this weekend <3
I feel so Jetsons-like even just thinking about this new non-smoking technology we're about to embark on!
I can't stop conduring back the images of us in that candle light last night...
...oh my...sooo NSFW...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Think Happy Thoughts
I accidentally put myself into a funky funk (not the groovy one)last night, perusing potential new job positions.
At a quick glance it appears to be nearly impossible to achieve the lifestyle I'd like to while studying full time, and living alone, in a beautiful safe Toronto neighbourhood.
This feeling is far from new, as I've experienced it many times since separating rashly without much thought to how things would pan out this past December.
It can be hard not to dwell on the fact that I sometimes think I was pushed into adult living a good decade before my time.
I've forgiven my mom for kicking me out at the very tender age of 14, but I still live and feel the repercussions from time to time.
I could go on further...and would...but I'm at work, and rich people need me so that they don't starve, heh.
If two negatives make a positive...do hundreds of negatives make...um...a confident?
...cuz I'm already starting to feel a bit better :)
At a quick glance it appears to be nearly impossible to achieve the lifestyle I'd like to while studying full time, and living alone, in a beautiful safe Toronto neighbourhood.
This feeling is far from new, as I've experienced it many times since separating rashly without much thought to how things would pan out this past December.
It can be hard not to dwell on the fact that I sometimes think I was pushed into adult living a good decade before my time.
I've forgiven my mom for kicking me out at the very tender age of 14, but I still live and feel the repercussions from time to time.
I could go on further...and would...but I'm at work, and rich people need me so that they don't starve, heh.
If two negatives make a positive...do hundreds of negatives make...um...a confident?
...cuz I'm already starting to feel a bit better :)
Monday, October 29, 2007
Quickie
This weekend became a hazy blur this morning, once you quizzed me on what exactly we did - lol
It was ultimately VERY comfortable, through and through...final answer <3
We could have gone to any number of parties, but then I wouldn't have been able to have the custom Worms rope lesson that I did ;)
You made my day (as always :P) in many ways today.
One being that I now know that we have this Friday and Sunday off together!
*ESPLODES*
It was ultimately VERY comfortable, through and through...final answer <3
We could have gone to any number of parties, but then I wouldn't have been able to have the custom Worms rope lesson that I did ;)
You made my day (as always :P) in many ways today.
One being that I now know that we have this Friday and Sunday off together!
*ESPLODES*
Hippie Stank
Might be time to purchase some sort of new essential oil based perfumey type thing...
As much as I love this cold weather we've finally seasoned into. I also like being nice and warm while immersed in it.
I was given a space heater for my office last year since it's always either too cold (too hot in the summer) in here.
Turned it on not too long ago to get the temperature up in here...and it now smells like Mary-Jane...but not the red-headed Superman version...all up in this wee green box :P
As much as I love this cold weather we've finally seasoned into. I also like being nice and warm while immersed in it.
I was given a space heater for my office last year since it's always either too cold (too hot in the summer) in here.
Turned it on not too long ago to get the temperature up in here...and it now smells like Mary-Jane...but not the red-headed Superman version...all up in this wee green box :P
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Revelations
O.k. they might not be brand new or anything...but I had some substantial revelations this year that I'd like to internet blog capsulize.
Unfortunately unlike other branded/and or religious holidays we don't celebrate 'I'm Smrt Day'...although we should...
*strokes chin thoughtfully*
I just wanted to go on record regarding a few things anyways (partner oriented), so here it goes...
1) I'm not incapable of communication in a relationship. In fact, I'm fairly good at it.
2) I'm a very sexual person. I have the sex drive of...of...a horny toad? (are they perpetually horny too?)...I want it and need it, at least once a day, please.
There's more...but those two things were the largest and reddest of the 99 luft balloons floating around in my head on the way home through High Park this evening. I can't believe I was told, and thought, otherwise, for so VERY long.
I'm forever grateful knowing that I have *you* to thank for this.
Unfortunately unlike other branded/and or religious holidays we don't celebrate 'I'm Smrt Day'...although we should...
*strokes chin thoughtfully*
I just wanted to go on record regarding a few things anyways (partner oriented), so here it goes...
1) I'm not incapable of communication in a relationship. In fact, I'm fairly good at it.
2) I'm a very sexual person. I have the sex drive of...of...a horny toad? (are they perpetually horny too?)...I want it and need it, at least once a day, please.
There's more...but those two things were the largest and reddest of the 99 luft balloons floating around in my head on the way home through High Park this evening. I can't believe I was told, and thought, otherwise, for so VERY long.
I'm forever grateful knowing that I have *you* to thank for this.
Money, money, money, money...$MONEY$
I love how everything always works out so perfectly between us
(even when it's not entirely apparent while it's happening).
Very glad we stayed in last night, since I wouldn't have been half as happy today if we went out as originally planned :)
I'm now feeling that urge to party again though...
I've been unable to stop thinking about the Make it Funky Halloween party tonight.
I had SO much fun at the one they had last year, and the line up for this year is even better (despite the dreary location).
I just can't fathom spending $30 per ticket + much more, since I really don't have extra cash like that to spend...
It's hard enough having to go without the little silly things in life that make me happy...
I know I really shouldn't complain though, so I'll stop now, since I still have an amazing (albeit cheap *not poor*) life <3
(even when it's not entirely apparent while it's happening).
Very glad we stayed in last night, since I wouldn't have been half as happy today if we went out as originally planned :)
I'm now feeling that urge to party again though...
I've been unable to stop thinking about the Make it Funky Halloween party tonight.
I had SO much fun at the one they had last year, and the line up for this year is even better (despite the dreary location).
I just can't fathom spending $30 per ticket + much more, since I really don't have extra cash like that to spend...
It's hard enough having to go without the little silly things in life that make me happy...
I know I really shouldn't complain though, so I'll stop now, since I still have an amazing (albeit cheap *not poor*) life <3
Friday, October 26, 2007
The blackest day of the week.
Been wanting to write in here all day...but I'm finally now just in a position to (kinda sorta) do so...*squinty red eyed yawn*
It's just a little almost dark out...it's still good...it's still good!
Threw a load of laundry in to demolish the metal day of 'NOTHING'...mind you it's an almost entirely black load, hehehe.
I miss your bed...wonder if it misses me?
I'd like to say that I'm completely sexed out for the day...but I know as soon as I see you, that just won't be the case (I really should leave you a voicemail message one day while I'm...well...you know *blush*).
I'm already getting riled up just writing this :P
Going to work on the other box of love for now instead...so bad I know...but lol
It's just a little almost dark out...it's still good...it's still good!
Threw a load of laundry in to demolish the metal day of 'NOTHING'...mind you it's an almost entirely black load, hehehe.
I miss your bed...wonder if it misses me?
I'd like to say that I'm completely sexed out for the day...but I know as soon as I see you, that just won't be the case (I really should leave you a voicemail message one day while I'm...well...you know *blush*).
I'm already getting riled up just writing this :P
Going to work on the other box of love for now instead...so bad I know...but lol
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Thursday...Finally!
I love where I live, but the bus route I need to take for the most part is horrendous at the best of times...this morning for example...argh.
I did a fair amount of homework last night. Should have started earlier then I did though, since it ended up going quite late into the night. It's hard stuff...but I've never really accomplished anything substantial thus far in life, and there's no way I'm giving up on this course.
Definitely apprehensive about it, as my short-term memory is almost non-existent, and there are an infinite amount of really long, confusing mumbo jumbo type names to memorize...but I'm smart...there's no reason not to succeed.
^
self pep-talk :P
Feeling kinda iffy about this weekend. We procrastinated the Halloween costume crawl, and the big day is now just a few days away...
As much as I want to party this weekend away, this year I think I'd almost rather just indulge in the more traditional fun surrounding this spooky fall weekend, like pumpkin carving!
No one said we can't have both though ;)
Tonight though, I need to chill with you, and tunes.
I did a fair amount of homework last night. Should have started earlier then I did though, since it ended up going quite late into the night. It's hard stuff...but I've never really accomplished anything substantial thus far in life, and there's no way I'm giving up on this course.
Definitely apprehensive about it, as my short-term memory is almost non-existent, and there are an infinite amount of really long, confusing mumbo jumbo type names to memorize...but I'm smart...there's no reason not to succeed.
^
self pep-talk :P
Feeling kinda iffy about this weekend. We procrastinated the Halloween costume crawl, and the big day is now just a few days away...
As much as I want to party this weekend away, this year I think I'd almost rather just indulge in the more traditional fun surrounding this spooky fall weekend, like pumpkin carving!
No one said we can't have both though ;)
Tonight though, I need to chill with you, and tunes.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Higher Ground
*Transcribed via yellow sticky notes written on in the park
Made it!
I probably deserve the overly-friendly muddy puppy paw prints I now have on my recently cleaned jeans. Just one of the dirty dangers of walking through the massive High Park off leash zone home :P
Comfortably sitting in my favourite picnic spot on top of the greenhouse hill...I just realized I've never taken anyone here but you...and I can't wait to bring you back!
*puff* *puff* *puff*
Aaahhh...the perfect chill little roach buzz...and Dj Medley :)
Which just now kicked into "I'm horn-nay...I'm HORNAY!" - lol
...reminds me of how very much I am for you...all the time.
I always dreampt (and knew) that my perfect man would lick me, and love it, as much as humanly possible (you are human, right?).
*End of transcription
Pretty sure I just sat there and gazed at the amazing sunset going on directly in front of me through the trees thinking really naughty thoughts about you at that point ;)
Time for homework now though...I'm determined to study on a regular basis for the first time...ever.
Made it!
I probably deserve the overly-friendly muddy puppy paw prints I now have on my recently cleaned jeans. Just one of the dirty dangers of walking through the massive High Park off leash zone home :P
Comfortably sitting in my favourite picnic spot on top of the greenhouse hill...I just realized I've never taken anyone here but you...and I can't wait to bring you back!
*puff* *puff* *puff*
Aaahhh...the perfect chill little roach buzz...and Dj Medley :)
Which just now kicked into "I'm horn-nay...I'm HORNAY!" - lol
...reminds me of how very much I am for you...all the time.
I always dreampt (and knew) that my perfect man would lick me, and love it, as much as humanly possible (you are human, right?).
*End of transcription
Pretty sure I just sat there and gazed at the amazing sunset going on directly in front of me through the trees thinking really naughty thoughts about you at that point ;)
Time for homework now though...I'm determined to study on a regular basis for the first time...ever.
It's actually pretty easy being green <3
Even though things aren't where I want them to be (story of my life, hah) *yet*... I know without a doubt that they're on the right track...FINALLY! It's going to be a challenge, but I need to get my schedule on track so that I can very capably work full time (albeit probably in two part time jobs) & study full time - there's no matter of 'should' - as I 'AM' going to dedicate 2 hours a day, at least 5 days a week to learning everything I can related to holistic nutrition. Luckily I have the greatest support ever now...oh so very very VERY luckily I might add...and I now we're going to motivate each other continuously towards each and every endeavour that we ascribe to. Looking forward...to moving forward <3 |
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